Tired.

Random updates from a tired me.

So as those of you who know me know I've been looking for a job for quite some time and my financial matters have gotten pretty desperate.

In fact I did the math and I've been surviving on less than 1000 calories a day...I gained wright go figure.

Any who I had an interview yesterday at the registrars office and it seemed to go very well. they seemed to like me and the fact that I was an older student and lived in town year round.
I was told they would call me wed as they still had a few interviews to do so I left hopeful but worried I desperately needed this job.

So I get home and I'm napping I didn't sleep at all the night before and my phone starts ribbiting...yes I'm weird. I pick up and it's one of the woman I interviewed with and she offered me the job! yaya bye bye starvation I shall not miss you.

I start to day after my next class and I'm nervous, I'm always nervous when I start a new job. Doesn't help I'm sleepy as heck even though I went to bed early last night.
it's going to be a long day for me after work I have my psychology class and that doesn't get out until 9pm oi.

I better go I have an orange to eat and the web to surf before my class starts!

How can they see with glitter in their eyes........

So I'm flipping thru various news websites seeing whats new with the world and I find this article.

http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/10/10/mccain.crowd/index.html

And I just get angry.........really Mccain you feel you should respect Obama......so why don't you lead by example and stop calling him a terrorist in your campaign adds or having your vp candidate doing it in her speeches.we all know Palin never says anything you haven't coached her on *and even then she forgets most of it* So lets stop pretending you have any respect or care for Obama or his family.

You have people screaming out traitor terrorist and and kill him at your campaign rallies and you wonder where it comes from? please.

We've got Fox news calling Obama's wife his "baby momma" and saying there needs to be a lynching party and nothing but negative campaign ads to distract from whats really going on in the world..

the economy is going to shit *tosses glitter * Obama is friends with a terrorist! (aka he worked on a non profit to better education for Chicago youth with a man who was linked with an extremist group in the 70's when Obama was 8 and has since renounced those ways and has become a respected college professor)

I'm a lil angry..........

Does anything last.........

I'm working on some homework studying for a test and of course my mind wanders I hate studying.

Suddenly I start to wonder does anything really last? Think about it in elementary school you thought your best friends were going to be with you forever. Then, in high school the same thing after all you're more grown of course these people will be your friends forever at your wedding hell in your wedding!

Then college comes for some marriage and babies for other everyone moves away people grow apart people change suddenly you're rarely if ever talking out these people anymore.

Now you're in college a whole new crop of friends, loved ones, people you rely on to be therefor you and vice versa. So I start wondering is it all just same old same old...once we graduate and start our lives move away get married have families does it all end. Do we only get the occasional bulk guess who had another baby email?

Does any of it ever last the people we meet after college are those the people who will be with us forever or is it just one endless cycle of found and lost friendships and relationships.

And do I really want some of these relationships not continue I can't help but notice that none of my college friends know the real me all of me. One or two might know part of the real me glimpses of who I really am...but all of me not even close.

And I get the feeling most don't even care. So when do we get to meet the people who just let us be ourselves not who they expect us to be?

Just because I can

So I'm sitting in class minding my own business texting mr housey house when he feels the need to tell me and brag and taunt me with the fact that he was blogging!!!

Well now we can't have him thinking that he can get away with taunting me now can we?!

See What Mr Ragu Esquire forgets is that unlike him I *points to self all lil kid proud* have a laptop.

Oh yes I can blog from anywhere wireless internet is free so basically all of campus!!

The picture i s of me Bubbles and Nic at the greenies sim in their backyard chillen on a carrot. MMm carrots beta carotene ftw!